Sex Therapy

 I am NOT a sex addict… but I do LOVE sex… 

I want sex, all the time. I think about sex, all the time. There is never a time that I would turn down sex (Unless I’m really dealing with a cornball or I lose respect for you). And that’s because sex is very therapeutic for me. It releases a lot of energy that needs to be expended from my body. It is in fact spiritual for me as well. And That may be because I be high as hell when I’m having sex most of the time, lol…. Even when I’m not having sex and doing other activities such as dancing and skating, I lose myself in my own thoughts because Sex plays a part in it as well. 

When I’m dancing, I’m imagining that I’m dancing on my forever person. Sometimes even naked. When I’m dancing on my knees, I imagine myself dancing on his lap, sometimes even with my clothes off. And best believe If I’m dancing naked on his lap, we fucking while I’m dancing on him. 

My favorite thing to do is get high and dance. I turn myself on so much when I’m dancing. I feel sexy as fuck, and no one can tell me any different when I’m dancing. Most of the time, it often ends up with me masturbating like crazy. That’s how much I turn myself on. 

I'm a very enticing person, call me a freak I don’t care. But I’m a freak who is only a freak for her nigga, when I’m actually with someone. When I’m single, it’s just the person that I am sexually involved with. But that person won’t ever get the FULL experience either. Because that privilege is only for the person I’m in a committed relationship with.

When I go out to clubs or bars. I dance by myself. I don’t like to dance on strangers. They do too much for me anyways. But if I go out with my nigga. It’s over with. I’m dancing on him all night. I remember one weekend I was in Atlanta and me and this guy I was involved with went to this hookah bar that became a dope club-like atmosphere as it got late. Anyways, as the night progressed I danced on him for HOURS. I had other guys and girls looking at us as well, lol. The guys were just looking in disbelief because they probably wished it was them that I was dancing on. The girls were looking at me with one or two looks: with envy or with looks and words to hype me up even more lol. But the truth was, I didn’t care either way. I was in my own world. I lose myself to music all the time. 

That’s why when I skate I lose myself in the music. I don’t imagine having sex, lol. But I do feel sexy when I skate. I get lost in the music, the best, the words, and the rhythm so easily. It’s very captivating for me. And in return, I become captivating to the eyes of the beholder. 

I would definitively fuck my man in public too. Not on some straight obvious hoe shit. But best believe, if we are in the pool and some music playing, I’m grinding on his lap and if my bikinis slips to the side then so be it. Best believe if we’re out of town and our hotel room has a balcony, it’s over with. A movie is definitely getting made. 

So yeah, The more I think about it, I don’t consider myself a sex addict. And that’s because I don’t want sex with just anyone. I want sex all the time, yes, but only with the person I am with. I would just say I have a strong love for sex because it is actually therapeutic for me. 

-A